(verse) You are deleterious, I'm up until the morning light, your disposition is all hidden like a shadow in the night, my heart is heavy but the whiskey has me light, I ruminate about body and coition, I see you in the mirror, and in every woman, I can't distinguish if I'm in somnambulism, my melancholiness is all I'm ever feeling, I take another swig to nullify the feeling, you merely walked away and said I was a villain, I couldn't help you coz my life I felt like killing, dealing with my demons while I'm dealing with you, leering at the ceiling feel the hatred diffuse, all I really wanted was for you to be true, step into the madness, merely numb and confused, (hook) Death by vagina, got a ciggie but no lighter, death by vagina, got a ciggie but no lighter, yeah, all I need's an ember, (verse) I will not fear, for you are ever with me, even if my whole world's nebulous and misty, know it's perilous when I'm mixing pills and whiskey, corpulent with lies just to penetrate your pussy, spending all my money just to run away, I don't see, animosities cultivating all around me, feeling like a fish outta water coz I can't breathe, don't give a fuck, feeling hideous, you can't see, all that I envisioned, they were touching me at thirteen, I was all alone, couldn't think, it was a bad dream, (hook) Death by vagina, got a ciggie but no lighter, death by vagina, got a ciggie but no lighter, yeah, all I need's an ember,

(verse) Walking and musing around, merely be thinking about you, looking for ways to find proof, falling too short to the truth, you said you wanted more space, I gave you time, solitude, you disappeared in quick haste, now I can't leave from my room, feelings too dark in a tomb, feelings contort like a loom, drowning within the maelstrom, looking for ways to get outta the box, I've been dreaming a lot, I've striving to get to the crux, but my head has been filled up with muck, and you don't give a trivial fuck, (hook) Said you wanna get away, saw that look upon your face, said that no one can replace, said your sadness can't efface, I'll be coming but it's late, I'll be coming but it's late, please wait, (verse) Burning my flesh, I'm in hell, living this shit is pell-mell, everything's gone but oh well, await you return, I inhale, call you again, I exhale, really can't do this, I failed, it's all misconstrued, I bewail, straight through the heart you impale, tell me my words are all stale, feeling too sharp like a nail, got me in a fucken maze, ruminating on your waste, whiskey breath is all I taste, coming home I'm fucken late, coming home I'm fucken late,

(verse) We're all the same, heart break still remains, I try refrain, I feel like a waste of space, gimme a break, it's pure man have a taste, call you, it's late, I live in the dark I hate, markings on face, I can't fucken hope and wait, merely irate, holding to your hands of faith, Sodom awaits, fucking up my with haste, swiftly I pace, giving it away to fate, (hook) I'm giving it away to fate, (yeah) I'm giving it away to fate, (yeah) I'm giving it away to fate, all these fucken gremlins are making me distaste, (yeah) (verse) Semi-comatose and fully culpable, never really happy, I'm insatiable, hideous I feel, an, ugly parable, odious within, I'm suicidal blue, know my head's a ruse, it's fucken powerful, pray that I won't lose, that light I try accrue, gaze upon the universe, you'll make it too, odds are pretty low, I swear you'll make it through, October 26th that was your time to go, got another year for you to live and grow, reaping what I sow, I'll tell you what I know, reaping what I sow, I'll tell you what I know, (hook) I'm giving it away to fate, (yeah) I'm giving it away to fate, (yeah) I'm giving it away to fate, all these fucken gremlins are making me distaste, (yeah)

(Verse) Strung upon your pet peeves and you didn't give a... didn't give a fuck! About me, I smelt the liquor on your breath When you tried to come around, Tried to come around and fuck me, All I wanted was a taste, guzzling it straight, fornicate in haste, To feel free, You said you wanna get away, wanna go astray, worry in your face about "we", The semicolon is our hope, fighting so we cope, eluding from the rope, to find peace, Every step is glorious, one more day we both caress, buy more time until we rest, odious when I'm in the twilight, rays they wane fuck it's merely finite, In darkness, I will give lend you my light, Barren lands, look and I ask why, streams they flow from my eyes you say bye, Mind can't cease when it reaches to midnight, tried to seek a better view from this low height, Feeling incoherent, losing my sight, go for what's right, pain in my plight, staying the night, Contemplate life, This is my life, (bridge) go beyond the boundary when I'm in a malady, leaching out you're love for me to see, (Outro) Come around to stay, only coming when its late, need some company for you to feel, looking for a way for you to deal, indigos the color, needa heal, Caught up in upheaval, this is real,

(verse) I'll fuck you till we slumber, at night I like to wonder, wherefore art thou father? my head is under water, I'm slipping off her garters, sneaky midnight marauders, mother nature, mother fucker, I fucken hate, motherfucker, it got me surfing on them couches, feeling like those louses, in and out of houses, got this gin for a catharsis, pray that I will last this, a never for a mends list, suppress, I never say shit, regression is a crude bitch, until I touch her soft tits, adversity, I loose quick, I'm looking for the noose, shit! you open up my wounds, bitch! I trudge around with bruises x 4 (verse 2:Jonathan&Lorr) Coming through the crevice, they considered me a menace, envy's green like a lettuce, I foresee it, I forsake it, fuck I'm losing all my patience, I'd be speaking mind, I'm blatant, as I'm stuck in rumination, all this bitterness I'm tasting, as I'm stuck in rumination, stuck in rumination, stuck in rumination, all this bitterness I'm tasting, stuck in rumination, ill be stuck in rumination, stuck in rumination, all this bitterness I'm tasting,

(verse) Stumbled across her path, Hoping that it really lasts, I sit and ponder about the past, I feel her tongue around my shaft, We putting on kabuki masks, I'm spiralling like madly fast, Numbing whole cerebral, Disillusioned but I'm peaceful, Disarrayed my room's like a tomb, High like steeple, Dropping all my stool on you fools, and a seagull, Soaring through the firmament, I'm feeling all this turbulence, I'm dealing with its pertinence, I made you scared and pretty tense, I take a pause in ambience, Offence I caused, I'm penitent, The light was seeping through the perforations, Paradise is lost, I need elations, Bumping Kali-yuga, mind is craving, All I need's a bump, a prick, a fuck, a smoke a fifth of gin, that rope it broke, I'm broken, need a focus in, I've been around and bathed in sin, I'm finding ways to strive and live, Yeah, I'll find a way to strive and live, (hook) Ejecting my amour like it's scour, said you need me out in an hour, bags on the curb, fuck! now what? Trudging with a grudge, feeling sour, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop, (verse) Whistle in the dark, got demise in fucken in grasp, Hope this pain will fucken pass, I refrain I'm high like mast, abstinence I hope it lasts, I'd be quaffing surreptitious blacking out and turning vicious, I atone for your forgiveness, Wait for verdict and I'm wishing For some solace, I am hidden, in a squalor, I'm sickened, by this vision, and it had me since an infant, by the collar, hate has risen, I was sick of fucken living, I tried to put it in remission, arrogant, I never listened, They want me out coz I'm malignant, I saw her face in disappointment, eventually, she disappeared, I lose my mind, it won't asunder, I feel malicious motherfucker, I feel malicious motherfucker, I feel malicious motherfucker, (hook) Ejecting my amour like it's scour, said you need me out in an hour, bags on the curb, fuck! now what? trudging with a grudge, feeling sour, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop, adversity, it followed me, it won't stop,

(verse) Enamoured by this pretty little sparrow, bout to take her course, got me pierced with an arrow, time has almost ceased, suffocating in the sorrow, Inners feel deceased, not appeased, feeling hollow, amor is gushing out, let it be, here I wallow, so tell me something little sparrow can I can I borrow? borrow your wings, borrow views, borrow your dreams, coz I'm murkier than blue, glide in silhouette, I'm regressing with the mess, yeah, every corner is a test, voyaging for something but it feels so meaningless, voyaging for something but it feels so meaningless, looking for an answer but I fall and feel depressed, hiding in the terror, I'm bewildered and suppressed, feeling so grotesque, look in mirror and detest, yeah! Just wanna soar the firmament, the palpitations in my chest, snared me in the murkiness, this somberness is cause of death, I'm all alone with no one left, I try your phone, I have regrets, voyaging for something but it feels so meaningless, voyaging for something but it feels so meaningless, looking for an answer but I fall and feel depressed, hiding in the terror, I'm bewildered and suppressed, feeling so grotesque, look in mirror and detest,